When Light Shines Out Dark

02 Jun

When Light Shines Out DarkWe walked hand in hand down Wright Avenue headed toward her home after a visit to the Five & Dime. I treasured my visits with Grandmom. Her hand was gnarly and warm, securing me somehow in decades of wisdom and life lived that I would not understand for many decades of my own. I guess on some level I knew her street of row homes was unsafe now, that her longtime homestead where she raised her family had become a place that sold dark—filled with poverty, broken families, addictions, violence, racial tensions, and a lack of hope.

But when Grandmom walked down that street, heads of all colors looked up and spoke reverently: “Hi, Mrs. H!”

And her response? She’d know them by name and say: “Hey, Willis, how is your mother doing?” She showed them respect.

From what I remember, she absolutely felt confused and disheartened by the changes on her street—maybe at times even a little scared (she’d been mugged twice in her elder years). But she absolutely chose to stay, to not tremble or cower, and…

…to love.

As we started approaching a scene of a young teen couple arguing, and the boyfriend was punching his pregnant girlfriend in the stomach, I remember my grandmother not shying away from it. She didn’t move to the other side of the street. She walked us right past them. I honestly can’t recall if she had words in those moments or not. She may have. But as she approached, the Light of Christ she carried with her was enough to settle down the violence going on. He looked as though he had been caught in something and wore a look of shame. I had never seen anything like it. I was not more than a 10 year old child at the time, but

that scene has never left me.

I have no idea what happened after we passed. He could have gone after my grandmother for witnessing that, but he didn’t. He could have justified his own behavior by continuing to beat his girlfriend. I really don’t know. What I do know is that he could not keep offending when my grandmother was on the street.

Could not.

Although I did not realize this until decades later, that was a spiritual moment. The evil he was tempted to do could not continue when the Holy Spirit (within my grandmother) walked down the street. That is the kind of reality that swarms around us all the time, only we’re mostly unaware of it, aren’t we?

The Apostle John said that Jesus was the Light. He is the source of Light.

John 1:4-9, ESV, Apostle John speaking about Jesus

In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness, to bear witness about the light, that all might believe through him. He was not the light, but came to bear witness about the light. The true light, which gives light to everyone, was coming into the world.

In the middle of His Sermon on the Mount sharing with His followers why He came, Jesus said some very important words about how we should live.

Matthew 5:14-16, ESV, Jesus speaking

“You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven (emphasis mine).”

When Jesus left after His resurrection to return to the Father in heaven, He gave the Holy Spirit to those who believe.

John 8:12, ESV, Apostle John writing

Again Jesus spoke to them, saying, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”

We aren’t the source of the Light, but if we believe in and follow Christ, we carry the Holy Spirit Who illuminates Christ. I encourage all of us who believe to be mindful of that as we walk into dark, toxic, broken, sad, and otherwise difficult situations.

Do you ever sense a dynamic or atmosphere changing as you enter? Ever notice people are drawn to you like moths to a light?

If we are walking knowing, consulting, and loving our Savior, we have the amazing privilege to bring His Light into dark places.

I was visiting a sweet friend in a psychiatric unit not too long ago. We were able to have a lovely conversation out in the hallway, but because you are not allowed to visit in the patients’ rooms, several patients at any time can interact. As we spoke, sometimes about our faith, in quiet tones, a woman wrapped from head to toe in blankets and heavy on medication walked out and literally stood next to us touching us arm against arm. At first, I thought maybe she wanted the window view, but she followed us as we shifted a little, again wanting to touch into something. I have no idea what she was thinking, obviously, because she didn’t verbalize much. She was drawn to us. I can only hope it was the Light of Christ that beckoned her to us, but whether that was the case or not, it made us mindful to say a little prayer on our own for her (not to her). Had she not come out to touch us, I wouldn’t have known to pray silently for her. Maybe that is all that was to be accomplished in that one small, intentional moment.

The Apostle Paul reminds us of how we should be changing a world, bringing hope, joy, peace, love, kindness, compassion to our spheres of influence. He reminds us that the Light we’ve been given has the power to shine out the darkness.

How can we delight more in the amazing privilege God has given us to light up this world with His love, peace, and hope?

I reflect on this as I remember a short, fuzzy-white-haired, feisty legend of light and love who walked down her street without fear, knowing that her God was with her and her heart was full of His goodness and love.

*This blog was first a featured column at Your Tewksbury Today.

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More anecdotal stories about an everyday relationship with God can be found in Not Just on Sundays: Seeking God’s Purpose in Each New Day (includes Book Club Discussion Questions).


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14 responses to “When Light Shines Out Dark

  1. Sarah Philpott

    June 2, 2015 at 11:06 pm

    I love this. The light of Christ radiates through us to touch others. I know so many people that I am kinetically drawn to…it is because they are filled with the light of the Holy Spirit. I love the turn of words you wrote…drawn like a moth to a light. Thank you, Bonnie for such a wonderful devotion.

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  2. Bonnie Lyn Smith

    June 3, 2015 at 10:36 pm

    Thanks, Sarah, for coming by #EspressosofFaith. So true…I am so drawn to those kinds of people as well and surely hope I reflect that light to others. Isn’t it wonderful we can have this and never have to be afraid of the dark? Blessings to you!


  3. Kelly Balarie

    June 4, 2015 at 9:19 am

    When we live like Jesus, like light, everyone can see truth. You inspire me today to walk this way, talk this way and to live this way. Thank you. Cheering you on from the #RaRalinkup on Purposeful Faith.

    Liked by 1 person

    • Bonnie Lyn Smith

      June 7, 2015 at 11:57 pm

      Kelly…thank you so much for coming by Espressos of Faith! I really appreciate your reflections! Love #RaRalinkup! Blessings to you! I hope most days we shine His Light so brightly the darkness scatters.


  4. Ariëlla

    June 7, 2015 at 1:33 pm

    Thank you for this post. I brightens my day!

    Liked by 1 person

    • Bonnie Lyn Smith

      June 7, 2015 at 11:58 pm

      Ariella….thank you so much! So kind of you to let me know! Blessings!


  5. Christi Gee (@ChristiLGee)

    June 7, 2015 at 8:27 pm

    Bonnie, there is so much about this to love. The insight into your warrior grandma princess … which is how I see her through your eyes … is beautiful.

    I love your reminder that the light is within us and we carry it wherever we go, by the grace of God.

    You certainly are doing that over here. And even though I haven’t been in your presence, I have sensed it in what has come through in your words, both written here, and given generously over at my place.

    I am thankful for the gift of getting to know you!

    Embracing the journey,

    Liked by 1 person

  6. Bonnie Lyn Smith

    June 8, 2015 at 12:03 am

    Christi…warrior grandma princess! I love it! I am so happy to know you can see His Light over here at Espressos of Faith! Oh that everyone could know the peace and joy found in knowing what it’s like to carry His amazing Light that cannot be extinguished! I’m very grateful to be able to pop by your site as well. So much great fellowship, wisdom, and encouragement in the words He gives you. Blessings to you! And thank you so much for coming by!


  7. pjkuhn

    June 8, 2015 at 12:25 pm

    What a beautiful story about your brave and light-beaming grandmother! This challenged me to shine up my own light. You have such a heart-touching writing voice.

    Liked by 1 person

    • Bonnie Lyn Smith

      June 8, 2015 at 9:40 pm

      pjkuhn…That is so kind of you. Thank you so much for such encouragement. I really appreciate you coming by Espressos of Faith!


  8. Minakshi bajpai

    October 11, 2017 at 1:23 pm

    Loved reading it. Very beautifully you explained the importance of light on dark. God has powerful light that can scatter darkness.

    Liked by 1 person

    • Bonnie Lyn Smith

      October 17, 2017 at 5:43 pm

      Thank you so much, Minakshi. I draw strength from your comments! Blessings to you!


  9. Donna Miller

    February 1, 2018 at 4:31 pm

    Oh wow this is awesome! I could just picture the Holy Spirit ‘Glow’ all around your precious Grandmother! We are carriers of the Holy Spirit’s light and I love hearing testimonies like this of where the light overpowers the darkness. ❤ Blessings Sweet Sister … Donna

    Liked by 1 person

    • Bonnie Lyn Smith

      February 5, 2018 at 2:36 pm

      Thanks so much for stopping by and leaving a comment, Donna. This really encouraged me and made me smile! Blessings!



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